Truth Confessions

2010-03-04T23:27:00.002+08:00

There's just a lot of things that I wish I could say to that someone straight in the face..

But I cn never find the courage to do that...

Coz I am so afraid to lose that someone that I am willing to keep everything to myself for as long as I can....

And pretend as if noting happened and what that someone did or say never hurt me when I noe that its hurting me....

Just haf to tell myself to keep smiling....

And everything will be alright..

Till the dae that i could not hold on any longer..Don't blame me if anything happened...

15 IS NOT A HAPPY NUMBER ANIMORE

2010-02-18T20:12:00.002+08:00

Why is it difficult for a guy to plan one special day?

One special day that should be enjoyed, remembered and cherished for the rest of the year...

Why does gurls always hoped for something more and special from that guy when she know she shouldn't coz she will end up getting hurt for being hopeful?

Why does the day the girl have been waiting for so long didn't turn out the way she wished it should?

Why does guys choose not to pay attention to special day and try his very best to make the day a great one?

Why do the girl still keep feeling disappointed even after the daes have passed? There's no turning back....

Why?

2010-01-14T11:57:00.003+08:00

I have been taking lately about what I want to do when I graduate from RP

It may seems so far away but time flies so fast nowadays that I have to start thinking about my future

We have roughly about 3 more weeks to finish 1st year and the last understanding test

After the holidays, we will be in year 2

As much as I am very excited to start my second year (if i pass), I am very worried also

Wonder how is it going to be like..will it be more stressful than 1st year or will it get better than the first year

No matter what, I am going to do my best and graduate from RP

Its too late to give up now and its too late to admit defeat

I know I can do it, it's just that I need patience and confidence to get me through

I have been discussing with my parents about continuing my studies and taking degree after I graduate from RP

The degree will be 1 year and it will be in UK or Northern Ireland

Though it sounds far fetched, I am reall aiming to take a degree overseas

If i take degree in Singapore, it will be 4 years and a bit more expensive than taking the course overseas

It is a fact that my parents could not afford that..Therefore, I am really hoping that I could get scholarships

It is not that difficult to get in, just have to maintain a gpa of 3.2

its going to use lots of money but I feel that it's worth the price

Of course, my mum is not in full support of the idea

Mainly because its far, need lots of money and I know that she is hoping that I could start working and support her as soon as I graduate from RP

But, this is my dream, this is what i want

And of course there will always be others who does not support this idea

someone very close to me

But i guess if i can wait 5 years to be with that person, what is one more year

it's not even that he have to wait 1 more year for me

it will be just like the 5 year that he wants

Now, i haf to plan my tactics n methods to get to where i want to be

hehehehe

we just haf to wait n see how the future will be

pray for me

2010-01-12T14:37:00.002+08:00

My morning was greeted by backaches and sore throat...

Felt very sick though I have eaten panadol the nite before i went to sleep..

I keep falling sick nowadays..Not that I do not take care of myself..I mean..I start eating fruits( suppose to boost my immune system)..Eat more rice and vegetable not forgetting fish...

Drank plain water and avoided soft drinks..But i still fell sick..N it sux..It feels horrible...

On the way to skewl, I felt like vomitting wen I was in the bus..Stomach feels terrible tho i have eaten breakfast..Had to drink lots of water just so tat I dun vomit in the bus...

i dunno wat happen to my luck( it ran away) , the bus broke down at Lentor flyover..I tink its near the SLE...so we haf to get off the bus, wait at the road shoulder of the expressway for the next bus..Thankfully, we do not haf to wait long for the next bus and dere's still some seats that we could take up..I will go insane if I haf to stand for the rest of the journey...

Did I mention tat today's module is maths!

I was so tempted to go home by the first meeting..But since I want to do well and earn good grades, i stayed on and persevered..ceh ceh ceh..hahaha

3 more weeks and it will be the start of a long holiday us! woohooo!

Not only tat wen sch reopen, we will be in year 2!

I can't wait for tat...

Last nite, i couldn't sleep so i decided to write up my wishlist for 2010...

This is how it looks like...

1) Bangkok trip in march -nid to save $500
2) Need a new laptop- will take me forever to save up(pending)
3) Wants a new hp( current fone is a pain in the ass)- $300(dream on)
4) Need to start my business ASAP( in need of capital)-$500 (pelan2 kayuh)
5) WANT AND NEED IPOD TOUCH 8 GB-$308
6) Dream of having a special 21st bdae in OCTOBER- $? (planning)
7) Want that GUESS necklace and charm bracelet- $150 (haizzzzz)
8) Hope tat I can buy bf a present tat he has been eyeing-$?( problem is, i dunno wat)

Not sure if 1 year is enuff for me to work hard and get all this...

wish me luck!

2010-01-05T08:22:00.004+08:00

Morning Everyone!!!!

I felt great tis morning(tho a bit hungry) so I decided to blog about something....

Watch King Kong last nite on Channel 5 and I was moved to tears during the last part...

King Kong is so huge and gentle at the same time..A gentle giant and just to see it being killed like tat hurts a lot..tho it's just a movie..

A great movie..One of the movie that u dun get bored even if U watch more than 10 times...

I used to think that Ipod touch was just another device and I dun think is worth the money to buy...

But I am now hooked on Ipod touch and I really2 want it...

Actually I want it coz of the game...Tons and tons of games..Nid to save enuff to buy 1..hehehehe

$308....that's like my 2 mths pay..Dunno how long its going to take me to save up..

hmmmmm..........

Pic: courtesy of Apple

2010-01-04T10:45:00.002+08:00

It's the first day and I am so freaking tired...

The weather wasn't a great help..Was raining tis morning and how I wish I dun need to come to school...

But gt no choice..Rite now I am cracking my brain trying to make sense of today's lessons...

My brain is getting rusty tthanks to the cartoon that I have been watching (secretly) not to mention the korean dramas during the holidays...

Lots of thing happened during the holidays..

Was hospitalised due to chest pain and exhaustion though I have no idea what I am exhausted from..hehehehe

But its probably my body trying to tell me to take tings slow and haf enuff rest..

Had go through lots of Heart test and x-rays and thank god I have been cleared and the doctor says I will be as healthy as a horse provided I get enough rest...

So from then on, I have to be more careful and try not to tire myself out...

For this new year, a lot of people have been coming up with their resolutions and have been sharing with others what their resolutions are...

I decided to stay with my last year's... I have achieved some of the resolutions last year except for one...

I was supposed to save up a certain amount of money for me to travel this year...i intend to at least travel to 2 places tis year...

First destination will be Bangkok in March...That is if nothing goes wrong...

Anyway, went to the zoo during the holidays wif bf..had lots of fun watching the animals doing their own thing...Get to even ride on the fat elephant! super fun! hehehehe..

I am superduper broke rite now but there's a lot of tings on my wishlist..How?? hehehehehe...

i want $ falling down fromt the skies..hehehehehe

2009-12-02T19:19:00.002+08:00

I am a person with great ambitions and expectations....

I always force myself to try my very best to achieve my goals...

The goals that i keep setting for myself but never manage to fully achieve it...

I always thought that I have been working hard all these years not complaining how tired I am, how sick i am of living this kind of life or even regretting of how my life has been or turn out....

I do deserve to relax and have a good time..But when I do that and then get back to reality, problems will start to add on and it never gets lesser...

Sometimes, i find myself tinking abt the tings that i want to do but can only dream of..

I pushed myself too far and it hurts every time i could not achieve it....I am sometimes even afraid to set my goals and dream of these goals...

Someone told me what is life without goals and ambitions

But what is life if u cannot achieve them...

I keep telling myself and lying to myself that it is okay if something is beyond my reach...I would go to sleep hoping that everything will change when i woke up..Just like this morning..and it work...

I forgot about what is hurting me as soon as I woke up..but by the end of the day, I am reminded of it.. I can run..run as fast as I can..but never can I hide from all these...

I dun take failures well...Furthermore if I know I have put in enough effort and its very depressing...

That is why wenever I know someone is realising their dream or working towards achieving it, I am very proud of them...It is not easy....They deserve it....

For how long more do i have to keep hoping.... :)

2009-11-23T13:45:00.003+08:00

2009-11-13T09:06:00.004+08:00

Morning earthlings!!

Had a weird dream, bad hair day, overslept, lab sessions today and maths test today...

Why do I get the feeling that I won't be enjoying the day today!

I hate labs sessions because we need to do Lab protocols...The experiment for today requires us to do titration and I hate titrations coz there's lots of things to be done....

I guess just need to endure for today....

Aniwae, just need to talk a bit about my cousin outings last friday...

So me and my cousins(mum's side) met up for a gathering..The objective of the gathering was unknown but we just felt that we need to spend time with each other...

Most of my cousins are getting married maybe that's the reason..However I do enjoyed the outings..

Met up at Bugis starbucks, went to Tong Seng to eat...

After that went to Haji Lane area for a sheesha(do i get the spelling ryte?) session..As usual I do not sheesha...I didn't coz I'm afraid that I might get hooked on smoking again though it felt very tempting...The truth, I almost did....If I do, someone will be super2 upset....

We had fun doing sheesha session...Played truth or dare....Everyone had to do stupid stufff.....hehehehehehe....Photos and videos will be uploaded soon....

Hopefully there will be another gathering....Maybe soccer session or paintball...hehehehhe

After that, we hate down to ILuma for a midnight session...Watch Paranormal Activity..

The movie was OKAY.....Not that bad for a budget film...its like a documentary or something...But it is not a true story....There's good scenes here and there but never that scenes that makes you jump out of your chair....

My body is aching and I'm super sleepy..Though I slept early yesterday..had a series of weird dreams at night...

Meeting Abg polis today..He's booking out today..Thank god! coz if I had to wait for another day, I will die...hehehehehehe....

Aniwae, I am trying my very best to save up for a FCUK watch that I have been eyeing siince early this year...Christmas is comin and I am really hoping there will be great discounts during christmas sales then I can get that watch....It costs about $200...That's why I am waiting for the sales...

Mum wants me to bring her to Batam during Hari Raya Haji to visit some of our relatives there....

I hope I can go to A&W to enjoy the waffles ice cream!!!!!I'm craving for it..Why the hell there's no A&W in Singapore..There use to be rite...I'm looking forward to it!!

Got to go!! Adios amigos!!!

2009-11-12T19:19:00.001+08:00

I think I flop my exams!!!!!!

2009-11-05T00:02:00.002+08:00

I noe what my dreams are..
I noe the path and ways to achieve it...
The oppurtunity seems so near yet I am not able to reach it...
I feel that time is running out..
If I dun go after my dream now, I may not be able to fulfil it ever..
With that, I constanly pray that luck and strength will be on my side...
Till the day come when I am able to walk with my heads up high...
I will keep being strong and will always remind myself of the kind of life I want to live...
I will get what I want...
With or without anybody's help...

2009-10-19T13:38:00.002+08:00

I woke up this morning being greeted by body aches and terrible headaches...

I keep telling myself that i will make it to school because today is my special dae...

SO i get up from my bed, made my way to the toilet to take a shower and stared into the mirror...

I ask myself again, I dun look like I am 20, i dun feel like i'm 2o...

I wish myself Happy Birthdae and continue to get ready...

When I was putting on my make up, I keep thinking, I was given the oppurtunity to live for 20 years, what would I do with the remaining years that I am going to live through..

Every year, during my birthdae, I set a few new goals for me to work on.. I have yet to do mine for this year but I roughly have an idea what my goals will be..

Whether I will achieve it by the time I turn 21, that is different matter..

Aniwae, Last year, my goals are..

1) Continue my studies to Polytechnic
2) Travel(yet to be fulfilled)
3) Spend more time with my siblings
4) start saving

the goals may seem like a cliche and if u ask everybody else, they will come up with similar goals as I mentioned...

I am the type who goes for what I want..and that characteristics get where I am today..I work my ass of to get to poly even though it was a long route...

I know what I want to do.. I know where I want to be in a few years time and I know how to get it...It's just that I dun get the oppurtunity yet..Luck is always not on my side..That is what I have to work on...

At the end of the day, I believe that all efforts will be rewarded...I am waiting for the reward...

Aniway, To those who wish me, Thank u so much!!!!
For Mcafe team, Thanks for the present!!!
To bf, Thanks for the great day I spend with you tho we can't celebrate on my actual bdae...

2009-10-12T13:41:00.002+08:00

The second week of school and I'm feeling the blues...

I'm already in my second semester and the truth is I feel it will be an interesting semester..

My class is made up of all sports science students so we have a lot of sports professional here..

We have national hockey player, diver/martial artist, the navy guy, track and field coach, badminton player, the dj master,mr silent killer and etc...

They are interesting bunch of people..Probably coz we are sports people so naturally we tend to be loud and enthusiastic bunch..

i learn new things from them..abt the sports they do and their past experiences..its refreshing to know that there are other sports enthusiasts apart from myself..

Last friday me and some of my classmates played street soccer in school and I was reminded of the times when we played soccer in Simei wif my SM friends..

Miss those times..

This sem, i'm in the same class as fifi,xiao xuan,zul and wati..and just across the other side is khai and kecik's class..so its great..closer..

Of coz the level is so noisy coz its filled wif sports students......

However...we have to do triple science dis semester..

Good luck to us..

I really hope this semester would be better...I have to at least get 2.8 for GPA..

That's what I am aiming for...

Wish me luck!!!

Aniways, there are a lot of things that I really want to get out of my chest and write it down here...

My heart tells me to do so but my brain tells me not to..

How eh?

Then who do I tell all this to?

2009-10-02T10:49:00.002+08:00

Firstly, I would like to apologise for not updating my blog..

It's not that I have been busy lately but its just that I have been unable to open up and share wat i'm going through lately..

Its nothing worth writing or worrying abt..

Its the same old same old problems...

Fasting month have been great and Hari Raya was great too..However I just wished I could celebrate it with dad and mom..

Both of them are busy with their own things so me and my siblings couldn't celebrate Hari Raya with them..

End up the 4 of us celebrate with my grandma...

Its owaes like dat...I've gotten used to it...

Hari raya dun feel like a special day to me animore..though it should be..How can it be special wen ur parents are not there wif u..

Aniwae, wat's past is past...Now im looking forward to celebrate it with my friends...

Mom got her pay yesterdae and she gave $150 for me to buy a new phone..

she said its a bdae present in advance..truthfully, i regret taking the money coz it just feels awkward buying expensive things like hp not using my money..

When it comes to expensive gadgets, usually i get it wif my own money but it just feels diff...though mum said it is a present

When to Bedok with dad yesterday to check out the phones..With $150 u dun get much choices in terms of phone models..

Dad suggested i appied for a line..student plan..so I did...

Lg cookie in pink..the colour wasn't my favourite...I opted for Brown but Dad said its ugly so i go for pink....

it doesnt matter wat colour it is or wat model..wat matter most is who bought it for me...My mum is not the type who always buys me things esp hps..but i greatly appreciate it..

Thanks MOM

My first present...and its still 17 more daes to my bdae..hehehehehe...

But i guess this year i wont be celebrating wif someone coz he will be in camp...Haizzzz.......

Till then..Adios!!!!

Lurve u all!!!

Save the Earth!!!!!!!!

2009-08-23T20:15:00.002+08:00

Months feels like days....

Felt like just celebrated Hari Raya and now, it's the fasting month already...

So fast...

Exams is nearing to an end...After that got to focus on work...

Why do i get the feeling that I am not going to enjoy my holidays...

hmmm...

Holidays is supposed to be spend wif families and friends...Meant for us students to just chill out and relax

But i could foresee that I am going to spend most of my team at McCafe Parkway...

With one of my colleagues and strong man of cafe going for his NS soon, looks like the schedule will be hectic...

Just got to be prepared for that...I still need to go and buy my referee uniform soon and start refreeing..

But with the condition of my leg, i doubt so i can run that mush so i doubt so I can start refereeing any game any time soon..

And did I say, my grandma already 'booked' me to help her baked the kuihs coz she sick, so she needs me to bake them...

Haizzzzz....I dun realli look forward to holidays...I just wish I could run away from everything and go somewhere peaceful and quiet and destress there....

But i can't..Now, I haf to focus on recharging my"batteries" and do all these...

"that" person is going for his NS soon...I wonder how I am going to spend my days without him..

Its gonna take some getting used to...We can meet on weekends provided I finish work early...

"that" person is so sweet that if he is chupa chups, I would have eaten him up...

This is why...

We went to Charles and Keith during my break yesterday coz I wanted to buy this particular bag that I have been eyeing since i saw it...

It costs about 60 bux...when we reach dere, I couldn't make up my mind whether to buy or not..coz if I buy I am left wif 40 bux till next pay...

I am very fickle minded...my heart tells me to buy bt my brain tells me not to...

So we went out of the shop and go to other shops so that I can thiink and decide..

I got tired and we went to sit somewhere near charles and keith...He was standing behind me..so I continued thinking...

abt 5 mins or so, when I turned around, he disappeared.. I was shocked so I look around but he was nowhere in sight...

So i stand up and walk and was dialing his num...I was a lil bit angry coz i tot he decided to leave me there and go home...

Then I saw him at charles and keith...

So i say let's go...Coz i decided not to buy...

And he says why do u come here, I'm going to buy u the bag..

I was speechless and guilty coz i just ruined his surprises for me and I caught him red handed...but on top of that I am touched not only coz he got me the bag but bcoz he wanted to surprise me and its not even our anniversary or my bdae...

Just the thought of surprising me really makes me smile comes to think of it...

Its not a love story but its a random act of all...I am grateful that he did that...However, i do feel guilty coz he had to buy me the bag...

Everytime when he buys me something, it makes me happy and uneasy at the same time...

Even though we have been together for 4 years plus, I never get used to him buying me things..

I love him no matter what...hehehehehe

2009-08-12T23:25:00.003+08:00

Im watching America gt talent

As per normal, lots of weirdos...

Then came this guy, he's dressed slppily, he's an unemployed farmer...

wen the judges ask him wat he's job was he said that he catches chicken for a living and the rest of the audiences starts giggling..

even the judges giggles also...

The moment he starts singing, everyone just shut up coz he gt a fantastic country voice

Fantastic like wow!! he sang if tommorow never came...

his voice and performance was so moving...

i was shocked actualli coz i tot he's another weirdo...

just enering the competition for attention but i was wrong...the audiences and judges was wrong...

I guess that's wat they say " never judge a book by its cover" ...

I just wish that he cn get success fro being on the show coz he totally deserves it..

Wish him good luck!!

at the end of the day, sincerity matters!

2009-08-12T08:31:00.002+08:00

Wednesday morning are never great....

Hate it!!!

What's worst I'm down with like the worst injuries ever....

I strained mybhamstring for the past 3 weeks...

I didn't go to the physio or massage or watever...

I let it be and just ice it every now and then...

Have been bearing the pain all this while and I tot it was just a normal strain and it get well soon..

But....

I was wrong...

before running the 8 round, one of my teammates told me that i had a bruise on my leg...i just went ahead to run coz i tot it was a normal bruise...

As I was running the usual 8 rounds, had to stop at 4 round coz i couldn't bear the pain oreadi....

went to the Physio...and she said its a muscle fibre tear...She check my injuries and den put this electrical thing on my injured area... She said electricity will flow into the injured area and minimize the internal bleeding and the bruise...

So i had to stay ther for abt 1 hr or so...

the physio told me to come back regularly and no physical activities for 1 or 2 mths to allow the injuries to fully recover....

When I heard that I tot i'm going to cry or shout coz its so frustrating...

Cannot play soccer for 1 or 2 mths!! are u kidding me!! God!!!

but I have to listen to her advice ryte...

Hmmm....I hate this!

Haven' t told my parents yet and didn't plan to....

I get into trouble if I do...

What a bad thing to happen when it's so near to fasting mth!!

Benci lah!

2009-08-10T18:25:00.002+08:00

2009-08-10T18:14:00.001+08:00

E37k Salon...

2009-08-06T14:22:00.000+08:00

This Pics brigthen my day!!

2009-08-06T13:27:00.002+08:00

I have been living my life this past few daes with a smile...

No matter how tired I am, how sad I am or how pissed of I am

When i think about what someone said to me, I couldn't help bt smile to myself...

What he said is not a promise coz promise is never fulfilled but I hold on to his words and I shall trust him...

I haf to let my guards down and at least try to trust him..He deserves it..i should take the risks..

Some risks are worth taken...

Anyways.....

I just completed my referee trg programme..All we have to do now is buy the uniforms and equipments and call them up so they can arrange games for us to try...

I am really looking forward to it though it is scary when I come to think of it...

Hehehe

FAS youth leagues fixtures is out...

The tournament is from august till october...

We haf 10 games...I dunno how I am going to divide my team with the games and my works...

i'm actually screwed....

The games is mostly on saturdays..Saturdays is not the best day to take off from work...

i have no idea how to deal with this..

I' m S-C-R-E-W-E-D

2009-07-29T23:58:00.002+08:00

Yet again..I am disappointed....

Patience is a virtue...True...

How much patience do i have left??

Not sure...

What the hell is wrong with me??? Why can't I just wait??

Been waiting for 4 years...What's 5 more years meant to me??

I can do this...I can wait....I have to wait....

I gt no other choice...

2009-07-29T13:21:00.002+08:00

That's actually me...i can't believe it...I look so ...not me....hahaha..Min Er says i lookk pretty in this pic!!Thanks Min Er!!! hehehe..BTW, this is actually IRA's pose..hehehe
Whenever there's webcam there's us....

This is what u do wen u are bored in class....

U make ur own weapon out of vanguard sheets and colored construction paper...

and fight with each other...

Our attempt to entertain ourselves...

Mine happens to be avatar inspired weapon and a shield...

Fatin's is a swored cum rocket...2 in 1...

If everything else fails...just sleep in class okie!!!

hehehehehehehe

2009-07-27T08:15:00.002+08:00

Liverpool vs Singapore

5-0

Was a wonderful game to watch!!

Watch it on tv....

1st half was so boring that I can just fall asleep watching it on tv...

2nd half was better...

it was even better wen some of the first eleven sub in like torres, alonso, reina....

a lot of goals was scored in the 2nd half...probably coz sg players are tired...

can see that the defenders are not communicating...

However they played well especially Hassan Sani!

Sg did attack but i guess luck wasn't on our side...The finishing for the goals isn't there....

Aniwae, i guess Nemeth will be playing in the first eleven soon..Considering that his performance was absolutely the best among all....its a good pair up between Nemeth and Torres...

He scored 2 beautiful goals..Torres scored one classic goal....Merely tap in the ball but it was a quality finishing by both of them...

When Torres came in, i just tot I was going to kiss the tv or something...He is just an eye candy and one hot Papa....

I am not a liverpool fans but how I wish that I went for the game...

some of our players get lucky..They get to change jerseys with the Liverpool....

Torres change wif Benett..

i think Xabi change wif Mustafic...

The think is they wore them during the prize presentation ceremony...

How classy ryte...

The sg players should be proud...

Now let us pray that for the next pre season, Man Utd will come to Singapore!!!

Sembahyang hajat k....

So in all we get to see Carragher, Torres,Reina, Nemeth,Alonso and Agger...and of course Rafa...

The best game i have watch by far for this year...

CONGRATS LIVERPOOL!!!

2009-07-24T13:49:00.003+08:00

Ever felt that u are disappointed by someone

Someone u really have strong feelings for

Disappointed by the fact that when u tell him something and expect certain answers from that person

In the end u didn't get what u expected....

The problem is , u tried telling him abt it yet u are scared to tell him the truth....u expect him to know u well and force u tell him the truth but all he does was trying to ask u to understand him wen his not trying to understand u....

It's just that the reason that u might be scared to tell him the truth is that u dun want him to think that u are rushing him to do things that he is not prepared to do..

All u want from him is to tell the truth so that u dun get in trouble from another party...

He asks u to wait for the right time, the right moment and when he is prepared, he tells the truth but how long can u wait?

How long is long?

2 years, 3 years, 4 more years??

His reactions makes u think that maybe he's not serious about you, maybe he thinks u are not worth telling the truth about..

It's a big and complicated matter to you and u did the right thing by being honest from the start..He chooses to not tell the truth and waits for the right time to tell the truth...

So what happens now?

Do you wait ?

Go up to him and let him know what u feel and think?

Keep quiet about it and do what he asks of u(understand him)?

Is it about time that u realised that u dun mean anything to him and accept the fact?

U can do any of the above...but how abt the others?

What would they say?

Are they wrong to be doing what they do?

Are they just trying to keep u protected?

Life is very complicated...so are most people....

I just planned my wedding day!!! hehehehe...Random

2009-07-20T10:12:00.001+08:00

1. How old are you?- Going to be 20 soon

2. Are you single?- nope...

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?- before 30...After I have achieve what I want to achieve...

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?- Insyallah....hopefully...maybe...

5. If not, who do you want to marry?- Someone who understands me and are patient wif me and respect me for who I am...Picky ryte..

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & best man?- Khairah,Kecik,Farisha,Fatin, Haireezah and Aisyah-bet man?? not sure...

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?- garden and traditional...I wonder how it will come out..hmmmm...

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?- Backpack around Europe..Paris is a must!!! hehehehe....bankrupt lei..

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?- not much....Mayb friends,family and colleagues...I like to keep it simple and cool..hehehe

10. Will that include your exes?- If they want to come, why not...

11. How many layers of cake do you want?- Not sure..Gt to ask khairah how many layers she wants to bake for me...hahaha...hint hint....cupcakes is a must also...

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?- Morning for the official ceremony....-evening for dinner and dance....

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.- Not sure....ani songs that suits that is not jiwang2...

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon, fork and knife?- for beach fine a little bit. for traditional, anything goes.

15. Champagne or red wine?- None....Halal Drinks please...

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?- mayb 3 days after the wedding.... =)

17. Money or household items?- Aniting....up to u...so as long as you attend my wedding is enough...

18. How many kids would you like to have?- 2- 1 boy and 1 girl or at most four....mcm factory lak...hehehe

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?- Definite!!!

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?- whoever who has the time to do this! hehehe

2009-07-20T08:24:00.002+08:00

Hello All Earthlings!!

First of all..

Harry Potter is kind of a disappointment...

Expect lots of actions but in the end....Not so much...

However, I still love the cast....Emma, Rupert and Daniel rocks my socks...

hahahha...

They've grown up a lot over the past few years...

Rupert is all muscular..

Emma is so pretty

Daniel as per normal, very HARRY...LOL

Dumbledore died...One of the character I like...

The love triangle between RON and HERMIONE is so touching...

Didn't expect that..

Aniwaes still I think New Moon will beat Harry Potter...hehehe

Next topic...

POLITE is dis wed...

RP vs SP at NP

Kicking of at 7pm

I am not prepared mentally...Haizzz....

But we just have to put in the effort...

OK....

Weekend wasn't so great for me..like always...

hate weekend...

Firtsly had to work...

Secondly didn't have much time to do my project...

Thirdly, Grandma was so sick that we had to call ambulance to send her to hospital...

Weekends past like its only 2 hrs

had to cramp 4 days routines in 2 days...

It sucks like hell...

Its Mid july oreadi...next month is fasting month...

Can't wait!!!

Anddddddd.........

1 more mth than its holiday!!!!

Counting down...

2009-07-09T08:18:00.003+08:00

To the guys(mamal,raihan,izzat etc) going for their NS....

Gud luck and take care k....

Had fun yesterday...get to lepak2 wif u all....

So, we planned a gathering to bid farewell to the guys going for their NS yesterdae..

Went to town, eat at Puncak and lepak at Coffeebean Paragon..

Raihan and Rizal cut their hair botak oreadi..hehehe..

Kecik told Raihan that he looks like Michael Scoffield(Singapore version) and Raihan was already
blushing..Kind of agree wif Kecik..hahahaha

Raihan brought his camera along..he let's me experiment wif his camera...

So generous of him...learn a lil bit of photography..though I suck at taking pics...

I rather ppl take my pic...hehehe...so vain ah wana....

i really2 will miss them..hope to mit up soon...it's a pity the others can't make it..

otherwise it will be much more fun...

To Kecik...

Be strong okie...I know u are strong enough to go through what u are going through rite now...
I will help u wen u nid me...anitime babe...

2009-06-28T15:12:00.002+08:00

I KNOW YOU LOVE ME

THAT'S WHY I LOVE YOU

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING

YOU ARE THE MOST WONDERFUL HUMAN BEING

2009-06-23T08:31:00.005+08:00

2009-06-19T13:25:00.002+08:00

For Once Maths problem statement is super easy..

Today is about statistics which apparently the only topic in maths that I am good at..hahaha

Everything we do today as a group was fast... Worksheet is done even before the first meeting ends....

So rare...

Tmr is my lil sis Birthday( yet to buy her present)...Be going out to celebrate with my family...

Told lil sis that I haf to work tmr but she begged me to celebrate her bdae with her..so no choice, tmr gt to no show...

its the onli family outing after so long even tho my dad wont be joining coz will be celebrating with ex step mum...( my family is complicated, so dun ask)

I hate to NO SHOW for work but I haf to...At least I requested for morning shift like last week and last min I have to work evening shift...

Sorie Guys!

Yesterday night I gt this particular msg from Anwar a.k.a boyfie....

It was so touching...Even tho i was half asleep, the words in the msg wakes me up and open up my eyes widely...

The words are so sincere that if he was there beside me and say those words to me, i would be crying like I almost did yest...

I think boyfie read my previous post on this blog and thus send the msg to me of what he thinks...

I wish i could share the message here but its private...hehehehe

I end up smiling to myself when I wake up...

That's how great words can do to u....

RP(MALES) vs Super Reds( s league) today at 530pm -RP FIELD

2009-06-16T11:38:00.002+08:00

I dun feel happy and satisfied with my life at the moment...

I feel that there's something more that I can do to improve my life..but I dunnoe what it is...

School is a major part of my life ryte now and it is taking up most of my time...

I don't have much time to sleep, to rest or even to go out and haf fun...

Anwar is not helping either...He is werking everyday..We spend less time together and even wen we meet , we are too tired to even go out...

I am not complaining about his work schedule as I am at fault too considering that I am very busy with my training and all...

But believe it or not, I do feel neglected..

Yesterdae was our anniversary and I end up spending the day at my dad's house and irritating everyone in the house just to keep myself busy...

As usual, he's werking..I bet he even forget our anniversary also...

Holidays doesn't even feel like one...

The 2 weeks of holidays is spent mostly in RP due to trg and camps...

I just can't wait for POLITE to be over...

I haven't been werking a lot during the hols...

But the daes dat I dun haf trgs, I haf to werk..So no rest for me...

and get this HAF TO...

If I don't werk, tongues will start wagging and people will start complaining...

Plus, if I dun werk, where do I get money from...

Money dun just fall from the sky...

So to those who keep complaining that they are tired when they are staying at home all the time during hols, Please count urself lucky...

Trust me, If u are in my position, u would have been diagnosed with exhaustion...

Every weekend when i work, I envy those teens chilling out at mcafe wif their frens and having fun...

I admit that I haf been neglecting my frens lately...

But I hope they understand my situations...

If I have my ways, I would rather spend my time going out with my frens...

but I dun have that kind of priveleges...

Hope all of u understand...

thanks

2009-06-10T00:02:00.002+08:00

Disappointment is like a poison...

it hurts so much that it can kills u...

rush home from trg to catch anugerah..

by the time i reach home, they were just starting to announce the results..

saw Shahirah a.k.a shira on tv...

felt very guilty coz i cant be dere to show her my support coz i gt trg that i cant miss

they( the host) really took a long time to actualli announce the result...

so when it gets to shirah, my heart alomost drop...can see in her face that she was very nervous...

Wen the host say she didnt make it, I almost throw my bottle of peach throw at the tv...

Can see that she is very disappointed...

how i wish she gt in and another contestant is out..

that wld be better..seeing her disappointed like that makes me sad...i wish there's something i could do...

bt i cant..im not there.....that makes me a bad friend ryte...

but aniwae, I'm realli proud of her..

she gt the courage to for her dreams..to go for what we wanted....

most of us didn't haf the courage to do tat...

like me for instance....I noe wat i want bt im so afraid that i will fail and be disappointed if i dun get what i want...

after seeing her today, she's my inspiration...I want to go after what I want and whether i get what i want is a different thing...

i want to be courageous like her...

shahirah is my new inspiration..u are the best!!!

love you girl!!!

Crocs Maryjane

2009-05-29T08:41:00.003+08:00

Hey People,

I'm selling my original Crocs Mary Jane ..

Size W5...

Just bought like a week ago...still in gud condition...

Selling for $15...

Just tag at my tag board or contact me if u are interested...

Thank You!

2009-05-28T12:53:00.002+08:00

Tolerance and Patience are 2 different thing..

Right now I dun haf either....

If u feel like u want to do everything by urself ...

Den present it urself...

How smart can u be if u dun want to share knowledge with others...

Irritating Freak!!!!

2009-05-27T13:29:00.002+08:00

First Swine Flu in Singapore confirmed!!!

Apparently, this lady come back from New York and brought back Swine flu together with her...

Won't be surprised if sooner or later the school will be closed down...

We should take this seriously..

Take good care of your healthy..

Eat healthily( eat more fruits to boost up ur immune system), be hygiene( please shower and wash hand regularly), rest well( haf enough sleep)..

This news is going to create an uproar soon..

I really hope they come up with an antidote or something...

Now enough of serious matter...

My fren Ira just asked Nikki a very good question...

Does he have leg hair...hahahaha

Duh!! Ira!!!

Natalie says her leg hair is thick...Haiya...No lah..I can't even see it unless i use a microscope...

hehehehehe...

I think leg hair is okay especially for us girls so as long as its not like rambutan or hutan rimba...

No matter if u wear skirt or wat, people won't actualli focus on your leg hair...

hahaha...Unless they are chi-ko-pek...Lol

Random topic..

Aniwae, school holiday is just around the corner..

2 more daes to be exact....2 weeks of holidae..

I badly need it to catch up on my sleep, tv shows , work and my family...

I feel like i have been neglecting them and its just 6 weeks...

But I still have to come back for training and I still have to work...

Life.....

Sometimes I just wish I can leave everything behind, go somewhere I really want to go and pamper myself with lots of rest..

Till the day comes, I'll hang on ....

I'm a survivor!

Okay...The last thing to blog

Yesterday got EAPT( Elite Athlete something2)

All members of the sports IG haf to go through it as a measure of fitness level..

Scored
5.4 for beep test
13.something for hexagonal test

Not good enough..can be improved...

still gt one more eapt...

the hell!!!

Gtg..adios!!!

2009-05-20T11:36:00.002+08:00

I am currently aching all over..
gt soccer trg yesterdae..we had to run 7 rounds in 16 min..
its like 2.4 lah..but wen u nvr run for a long time and u haf to run 7 round, its taking a toll on my body..
hahaha

Today we haf to do power trg..which means we are working on muscles todae...
crap..lots of running, push ups and sit ups..

hell!

Gt to get use to it..
our trg is 3 daes lei..
tue,wed and fri...
coz POL-ITE coming in july..
left abt roughly 1 and half more mths roughly...
The hell!
Jus have to get through with it...

Aniwaes, I need to buy new set of gears..

Not bike gears dumb ass.. I mean Soccer gears..hehehe

Wishlist

-boots

- shin guard

-white jerseys

-soccer shorts

-running shoe

Liverpool will be playing against Sg national team soon..
wanted to watch it but unless $88 fell from the sky, I can't watch it la..
so expensive..

Man Utd will be on Asian Tour..
July they will be in Jakarta..
they should have come to sg..
Not fair..

Haaaaahhhh...gtg...

presentation time..

Top to Toe Adidas

2009-05-13T08:31:00.003+08:00

I overslept and woke up late today...

Was supposed to wake up at 6 am but I think the alarm didn't werk or I sleep like a pig that I didn't hear the alarm...

Was so kanchiong wen I woke up at 7 am just now..I should be in the train by 7 am...

Called dad and ask him to send me..Thank god I reach school early...

I rather be early and punctual then late...

I'm never early..either punctual or late...

Glad that I came early, gt the best seat in class...

hehehe

today's module is ENTREPRISE SKILL=HELL

Hate this module...Dun understand what the Faci say...

Aniwae, I was getting ready just now and I realize that I was wearing Adidas top, Adidas pullover and Adidas bag...

Get this, top and sweater in green and bag in black...

somehow I feel like I'm a walking tree..

Mom gt up just now and she said this..

Mom: Kaya kau top to toe Adidas

Wana: Ouh a'ah eh..Adidas freak...( standing in front full length mirror)

Mom: Kau advertisement Adidas eh (sarcastically)

Wana: A'ah...( smiling)

Mom: Kaya kaya

Wana: I shop smart..branded things at valuable price...dun need to be reach to buy Adidas stuff...

Mom: Suke hati...

She's trying to piss me off early in the morning..She didn't succeed..hahahaha

I'm freezing ryte now in class...So cold!!!

Nid to pay attention oreadi...

Be updating soon!!

2009-05-04T22:47:00.002+08:00

I haf been playing soccer since I was 15 years old...

I dun noe how i fell in love with the sport but soccer is jus addictive..

i have been playing for like 5 years and in this 5 years, I play for school, for club and casually...

Between this 3 level of play( club,school and casual), I enjoy playing the game..

I was exposed to the football scene and i gain many experience...

I never regret choosing and playing this sport...U learn a lot from playing soccer...

But wat I regret the most is that, though the numbers of girls playing soccer is increasing, I find the value of this sport decreasing...

u get wat I mean?

Let's put it dis way...

imagine there's 10 girls who wants to play soccer...

out of this 10, probably only 3 or 4 who realli haf the passion to play soccer...

the rest, they either play because they think its cool to be in the soccer crowd, or maybe coz they want attention from guys...

Most of this "newcomer" thinks that wen u play soccer, u will be famous amongst the guys...

trust me girl, u won't be...unless u are way too good...

U haf no idea how mant mina reps suddenly like play soccer...

If they haf interest, so be it...

but most end up making us, who are realli serious about soccer look stupid...

I tink this doesn't only affect soccer, in other sports also...

U dun nid to be super duper good to be a good player...u nid to haf passion for the sport...

If u dunnoe whether u haf the passion for the sport?

Ask urself this...

Will I still be playing this sport 5 or 10 years down the road...

I noe I will.....

so girls, if u are realli interested in soccer, put ur effort in it dun ruin the game....

i'm not a professional myself but i'm learning the beautiful game...

enjoy soccer...

upcoming tournament...

Diva la Futbol..

for info,check out lafutbol.blogspot.com

2009-05-04T22:26:00.003+08:00

2009-04-29T15:54:00.003+08:00

I skipped school today coz I wasn't feeling well..
Thanks to eating at Seoul Garden yesterday...
My managers treat us to Seoul Garden coz our sales have been good this past few weeks..
probably due to closure of Starbucks and Long John Silvers at Parkway...

So out of boredom, I decide to research on a few things..
I came across this particular website about Quranic Sciences...
It shares some information about what Quran and Scientific discoveries have in common..
After reading the articles, I find this website very interesting...

I haf to admit that I am not a pious person, far from it..
But I do try to follow the teachings of Islam that I have learned...
But this website really open up my eyes...
The scholars of Islam that contributed to this site managed to challenge the famous Big Bang Theory and somehow prove it to be something out of logic ...
HOW COOL IS THAT!!
There are many articles that answers to most of my questions...suac as The Quran on clouds and The Quran on seas and internal waves....
It's interesting...
try reading the articles there..
its an eye opener...
website: http://scienceislam.com/quran_miracles.php

I found another website also about converts such as Yusuf Islam(Cat Stevens), Sheikh Yusuf Estes who was a christian preacher in US and many more...

I have no idea why I suddenly wanted to do research on this topics but it just interests me...
Some of us (young people) may find topics relating to Islam so kental and merepek and not worth reading or researching...

But to me these articles is much more interesting than others...try reading them...who knows u mite be interested...

2009-04-16T00:56:00.002+08:00

Orientation was hell!!!
Was supposed to report at 9am
Had to play lots of games( some of it is really stupid),had to walk around almost the whole school
Meet a lot of new people..Make new friends(To Ayul-aku dah buat kwn, my circles of frens is getting bigger eh)
Most of the students there are mainly O levels students...
Had a few friends that resembles some of my classmates from ITE..
Found serene look alike, Ming kai look alike and Adrian but female version..
hehehe...
Lunch part was worst..
There's like lots and lots of people queueing up and buying food...
if its gonna be 3 years like dat..most of us will be losing weight..hehehe
Skipping the orientation tmr..

Enuff of skewl...
Hmm...
I'm turning 21 soon ryte...
it's like a year ahead...
But grandma was a lil bit excited abt it ..
She bought me a gold necklace for my coming of age
The lockett has my initial 's' on it...
I so love it...
i dun really like to wear gold but it kindda look good...
Thank u veri much nyai!!

Our graduation is on 7th may...not sure if i shld bring my parents..hehehe...
Aniwae, i cant wait to meet my classmates again for grad...

2009-04-07T16:55:00.002+08:00

Punggol Beach+ Lots of fish= woah!!!

Went to Simpang Bedok wif boyfren yesterdae and was later joined by Mr J a.k.a Zainal

After eating we dunnoe where to go so decided to go Punggaol beach

I have no idea where it was at first so i was curious to find out

Head to Sengkang area and came across this deserted road

Very eerie and quiet and its almost 12 midnight plus there's a lot of dogs

Aniwae was half way in that area, then zainal wanted to fill his bike's petrol

Had to make a u-turn and look for shell

after that head back to that area and

It was one hell of a long stretched road

When we reached Punggol Beach, there's like a lot of people fishing...

i tot that area was supposed to be deserted..wth!!

so we watched people fishing and watch some small drunken fish swimming near the shore..

There's this women who cant keep her mouth shut..so freaking irritating..trying to get attention and all that..

Fishing rules 101: keep ur bloody mouth shut and dun shout at the top of your lungs..u are scaring the fish away idiot!!

Luckily i wasn't the one fishing..hahaha...

the rest of the people fishing do look pissed off...

The surprising thing was there's a police post there..just a small one wif 2 policemen on duty...

i wonder why is there a need for a police post there...They must be bored from watching people fishing....

If i were them, i'll bring psp along to play games but then again i dun tink they can..hahaha

aniwae that area was a world war 2 site..abt 1000 chinese men was killed by the japanese soldier there..killed as in shot to death..these men were suspected to be plotting against the japanese..How cruel..but that's how life is back then...

so i guess we are the lucky ones huh..

After that we went home....

2009-04-05T01:29:00.002+08:00

My life has been pretty much mundane and boring lately..

Work..home...work and home again....Its a routine oreadi...

Dun feel like going out coz on my off dae i'm resting at home...

Yesterdae was okie...

went to Parkway wif Cuzzin ezah..all aprkway shops is on sale...

Bought 2 tops and i'm eyeing on this dress..i'm not sure whether i should buy..

I haf lots of clothes that i haf yet to wear...

Maybe i haf another reason to wear them soon...

and its coz i got into Republic Poly bebeh!!!!

Sports and exercise science!!

Not my first choice but its still sports related...Plus i get to be with Khai and KC...

So i dun mind!!

Most of my classmates got that course..Guess we are the lucky bunch...

Will be seeing them again..hehehe...

But some didn't make it..especially the guys...Looks like they are going Ns...

Hmm...I noe its disappointing guys, but look on the brighter side k...

U haf to serve the nation...

haf to enrol on 9 apr..haf to go all the way to RP..Nid to figure out the best and fastest route there before school start.....

I may be signing up for Home team award...

Its a bond thing...They pay for your education and upon ur graduation, u haf to werk for the home team for 4 years...

I'm still thinking abt it..but for now, i see that as the best solution...

Any advice or suggestion guys?

Tag it at the tagboard k.. thanks!! appreciate it!!

2009-04-03T00:22:00.002+08:00

Went to Jb today wif grandma and bro

Grandma wanted to tailor baju kurung

so me and bro decided to keep her company and actualli we are looking forward to shop

Went to Rochor to take a bus to Jb

The journey was ok except for the part when we reach JB custom, that's where the torment began..

The new Custom was located further in the city..

Upon arrival, u haf to walk a further distance to the custom clearance...

The distance is unnecessary if u ask me..

i dun understand why the new custom complex is built that way...

Even though its cleaner whatsoever, i still much prefer the older ones coz its easier...

Aniway, Bro manage to buy everything that he intended to buy and i didn't get to buy wat i realli wanted...

He bought the vans sneaker than i wanted to buy but couldn't buy because we are sharing money and i had to give in...

Grandma was sporting enuff to let me and bro shop at our own pace wen i noe she's very tired from walking here and there... Plus, she put up wif our fights and bickering for the whole day w/o telling us to shut up...hehehehe.....

But can't help it lah, nk shopping kan...

Wth!!

Its a big sister thing( giving in that is)...

But its okie, i can shop some other time...

Next topic, POLY RESULT IS OUT TMR AT 2PM...

so for the muslim guys, gi solat jumaat cepat2 alek..jgn duduk kat kedai kopi miun teh tarik k...

hehehe....

I'm wishing all of u the very best!!!

Let me noe ur results k...

To saliza,fid,sanam,sya,sha,raudhah, i dunno y but i kindda miss u guys!!!

To Khai and Kecik...we haf to mit up soon!!

2009-04-01T11:43:00.003+08:00

Result is out!!!

My result isn't that bad but there's like no improvement lehh....

Got 2.7 for my Gpa...

Not sure if its enuff to get me into poly..

Most of all my frens did well....

Not a surprise actualli coz i noe most of my classmates werk hard for it...

Some havent yet checked the result coz they are nervous abt it....

Now, we have to wait for the Poly result...

The wait is tormenting me...

I really hoping i can get in...

At last the suffering of studying is well worth it...

It's a relief...

To those waiting for friday's result..Gud luck k!!

2009-03-28T00:45:00.002+08:00

kawAn2.. R.M.S.. yOo!!!!
iM writing tis..and its my first tymE typing tis..
haAha.. =D
juz typing oUt at wanA's bLog..
cOz i dont hv any bLog..heEhe..
typing expressing my feeLing
abt e 3daes 2nites..
haviNg chaLet, wif R.M.S n e gaNg( i mean chinese gUys) n it was oUr 1st timE and we reaLLy had a loOoOOt of fun..
sEriOusLy, i kiNda learnt somethiNg..havE tis feeLing (i dont nOe y..)..
its likE e bOndiNg of friendship, makEs me evEn cLoser wif u gUys..
hAizZzz..
i feeL sad leaviNg e chaLet, leaving u gUys.. feeL likE crying pun ade..

hErnie - ur laughter, serioUsLy, i wiLL nOt forget..
the way u laugh..makes peopLe hapi..u are a chEErfuL persOn..

FaizAh - leadEr of e grOup.. heehe.. fUnny girL.. e jOker.. =D

syimAh.. - e butt of e jOke..very laid back.. (bahan kAcauan).. heEhe.. sOrie syaAaimAh..
dont take it tOo seriOusLy k.. heEhe.. stAy cOoL yeEe..

fUzza - very oUtgoing person.. aLways crack jOkes.. can make hOrror moviE into somEthing hilarious.. haAhaa.. cite hantU, jd keLakar sEram.. (gOod for u, syimah.. jd tk terkejut kejUt..) nxt tyMe, must bring fUzza aLong when wanna wAtch hOrrOr mOvie.. haaAha..

hmMmmm... soOo.. whAt nxt..? gonNa b a majOr change fOr aLL of us... ade kejer, ade masUk poLy.. hmMmm.. wat ever it is, make e right dEcisiOn.. dOnt regret it..

BUT!!! 1 mOre tiNg... do stAy in cOntact k.. jgn meNghiLangkAn diri tAu.. nanti akU nangis..
hAhahahaAa...

sLmtZz mLm!!
peopLe, smiLe like u aLways dO yeEe..
sigNing oUt wif lovE...
anwar..

2009-03-22T20:06:00.007+08:00

2009-03-22T19:56:00.002+08:00

My whole body is aching like hell.......

Went cycling yesterday wif Ms chong and some of my classmates...

Went to Pengerang, Johore..

Met at Changi and rent the bikes there, took a boat to Tanjong Kapal and cycled from there...

In all, we covered 34 Kilometres, to and fro...

Went to the nearest town and Ms Chong treat us for lunch...

walk around town and end up playing at the playground..

It was so much fun...

David ran over a dead snake..hehehehe...

it was awful...the rest of us almost ran over it too...lots of dead animals along the road.....

I'm glad i went for the trip....too bad most of my classmates can't make it..

it will be much more fun with them....

2009-03-06T14:50:00.002+08:00

I dun seem to be able to find time to blog nowadays..

Final exam is just ard the corner...

It's next week to be exact...

i have done my revisions but i still have a lot of things to memorize...

Luckily only one paper....

After the exam, school is officially close for us...

In another words we have graduated lah...

Time flew so fast wen u least expected it...

soon the guys will be going for NS(most of them that is)

us girls?

Maybe some of us will be working or continuing poly...

who noes???

I'm kindda sad that i mite not see some of my friends again...

hopefully we keep in touch...

I just wish everyone do well for the coming exam....

Aniwae...

To all graduating higher nitec students...

Good luck for your exams...

Do well and never give up...

it's the last step...

To the year 1...Pelan-pelan kayuh eh...

heheheheh....

Peace Out!!

2009-02-16T10:59:00.003+08:00

i have yet to post the pics about my Batam trip with my colleagues...

i dun seem to have time to do that..

will upload soon ya...

Aniwae, we had fun there...

went on 6 feb till 8 feb

The first dae upon reaching Nongsapura terminal, we went straight to kampung Nongsa which is just a 10 min drive from the terminal...

chill out there for a moment...

pick up beautiful seashells on the beach and running away from the hens and roosters and dogs..

hehehehe...

Had lunch at my atuk sedare restaurant...

The restaurant is just above the water...cool!!

after that went to town to check in to the hotel...

take a rest and get ready for shopping...

Too eager to shop actualli dat we dun realli feel like resting...

hehehe...went to Nagoya hill and ate at the A&W

After the long hours of shopping, we went back to the hotel to rest...

end up watching Bangku Kosong ( cerite hantu)

and i couldn't sleep after that...

Had trouble waking up the next dae but the thrill of shopping realli wakes me up..hahaha

Shop again for few long hours....

went for a massage after that...

it was relaxing and refreshing and it cost less than 10 bux for 1 hr...

so worth it...

The third dae we wake up super early...

went back to nongsa..ate bakso for breakfast and then headed out to Pulau putri

Pulau putri is just and island in the shape of a dragon...

it realli looks like a dragon and u cn c lots of rocks that forms something like scales...

there's a story behind...

the island is beautiful..something like sentosa..

we chilled out there...

we had to take a sampan there which makes it more interesting..

some of my colleagues never tried that before so its a whole new experiences for them...

It was difficult to leave actualli cos we had fun...

Memorable experience..hehehe....

2009-01-26T01:53:00.002+08:00

I'm werking ryte now..

had to werk the graveyard shift...10 pm to 6 am...

never werk this shift before...

so i'm kind of sleepy...

thank god Shaary,zura,maryam,redza and ahmad is here...

at least got someone to talk to...

we played this particular game just now...

Maryam into us to that game which is so fun and intellectually challenging...

trust me..it is...

i feel so stupid and slow after playing that game...

i wonder how i did well for english ( o level)

It's freaking cold now...

i should be werking and cleaning up the cafe but instead i'm blogging..

hehehehe...

makan gaji buta....

hahahaha....

Aniwae..

ada org dah tag pasl tak ceritekn pasl die jad edward cullen...

hehehehe.....

Here's how the story goes...

Me and my team( shakir,ayul,khairah and raihan) took part in aidil's grp event...

It's something like water joustling...

difficult to explain but definitely fun to play...

hehehe...

so, during the event, ayul decided to just style his hair up...

Since his hair is quite long, it look like edward cullen's hair in twilight...

almost the same...70% look like it...

me and khairah got excited about it...

not because its ayul's hair but for the fact that it really look like edward's hair..

hehehehe....

will try to get the pic up soon...

so that was it....

so Ayul, i give u a little credit k...

u get to be PP 's EDWARD CULLEN k( though i dun 100% agree)

hehehe....

I'm sleepy and i'm going crazy soon...

hehehe...

i'm outs lah!!

2009-01-20T17:32:00.002+08:00

First and foremost....

I would like to thank all those who helped my event yesterday...

Everything went well..Thanks to the help we get from my classmates..

Secondly, congrats to aidil's team for organizing a very fun event just now..

And of course, team Jahanam(my team) won the first placing...hehehe...

Aniwae, after the event yesterdae me and my team went to celebrate our success by treating ourselves to Pizzahut...

Of coz it was fun... with food involve its alwaes fun for me..

we haf yet to go to swensen for ice cream to spend the remaining $....

had a good laugh...The silat boys as usual making fool of themselves...

i wasn't off the hook though...

Being bullied by them yesterdae like every other dae....

Routine...got used to it....sometimes it even felt gud...

hehehehe....

Ayul said that its a gud thing being bullied by them coz when i graduated and get older and think back about my life, being bullied will be the best memories...

ya right ayul...

hehehe...

maybe it will...

Time flie fast....

soon we will be graduating and for most of us, we will be making our very own decision to what step we want to take next...

i'm not sure what i will do next...

not even sure of what i want...

I suck at making decision and sticking to it...

u cn ask Khairah and Kecik...

It drives them nuts everytime i haf to make a decision...

What would life be then if we dun make decisions...

Did i mentioned that my managers (from mcdonald's) just treat us to a steamboat party just now....

i haf no idea what's the purpose...

i guess to celebrate CNY....

But who cares...i'm dere for the food....

hehehehe...

Just surprising though...

this week is full of surprises....

i'm surprised that the event went well...I'm surprised that my managers treat us to steamboat and i'm very surprised at the workloads that i haf forgotten to work on....

I haf yet to finish up POM and Coaching....

Been busy with the Event thing...Haizzzz....

Life.....

I'm Outs!!!

2009-01-19T07:51:00.002+08:00

Its 751 am...

In skewl rite now...

Organizing Dodgeball event todae..

very nervous...

waiting for the rest of my teammates to come...They still have 9 more mins b4 i start calling them..hehehe...

Can't believe i'm early...

Its been a while since i came to school this early coz skewl usually starts at 10 the earliest..

gerek kan...

hahahaha....

aniwae, the rest decided to wear the normal Sm shirt instead of class t-shirt...

Our collar must be up cos accroding to Shakir, the boss, we dun look kental dat way...

I dun even noe y i go along wif it...

Cos i kind of look as if im protecting my neck from the evil bites of the vampires wif the collar up...
hahaha...

and wat's wif everyone looking at me as they pass by(wth! eh mina rep nk mkn org ke...)<-referring to a grp of girls that just pass by...

haf i blogged about the new batch of jan intake?

I dun haf aniting against them but some of them are really a pain in the ass...

As per normal, bnyk mats and minahs...

But that was not it....

Whenever u pass them, they will look at u as if u haf 3 eyes instead of 2....

then pass rude comments as if they are that great...

as alwaes....

got to go ryte now...

No offence ya...

2009-01-15T15:09:00.002+08:00

Im now like in a stress...
Lots of things to be done for the event we are organizing...
Just sorted out the prizing issues and logistics with my team members..
Hopefully can get everything done by tmr...

i am very nervous aout this project as we are doing an event dat involves all sm students..
If aniting goes wrong, its the end...
Plus its like our final project..Its very2 important...

For all SM students....
It is greatly appreciated if u can turn up on the event itself to support ur classmates taking part...The more the merrier..
Plus you get free drinks from Mcdonald..

Details of events...
Mon 19 Jan 09
10 am
Indoor sports hall

For those taking part or wishes to take part..Please come early for reg on the day itself at 9 am and ring $15 per team..Its 6 people per team..
aniting just contact me aite!!

2009-01-01T21:50:00.002+08:00

Been watching twilight a lot..hahaha...

i love the movie....

Edward Cullen is gorgeous i admit but i just love the storyline more than the cast..

They choose the cast well..everyone seems just right for the role...

Rumor has it that there will be a sequel to twilight...

the book is already out...

buying the book soon...

they say its best to read the book first before watching the movie...

New Moon will be out in 2009 i think....

there's like 4 books so i guess there will be 4 movies....

it's gonna be like the next HARRY POTTER...

i think the movie is very romantic and that all the guys in Singapore should watch the movie and learn how to be Edward Cullen....

very protective of the person he loves....

it's my point of view...dun get angry guys....

Aniwae...it's 2009..

i have like 10 new year resolutions and about 6 of them is the same as last year's...

hahahaha.....

wth.....

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!! MAY 2009 BE THE BEST YEAR FOR ALL OF YOU!!

2008-12-24T15:53:00.002+08:00

2008-12-17T16:14:00.002+08:00

Just want to talk about my wonderful sunday..
last sunday...
was the twins burfdae...
me and some of the classmates went to celebrate...
it was a last minute plan...
came up wif the idea last wed...
initially wanted to go ecp and teach mamal to skate...
then planne to have a picnic after that...then decide to overnite...
wen it comes to the day itself, it started raining..
was supposed to mit at 4 but end up mit later at 6pm...
shakir taught mamal how to skate..
mcm cute kan...
for his 19th bdae,die blaja how to skate...hehehe...
the surprise for ayul was that he didnt know that we will be celebrating his bdae too...
he went out wif ehm ehm and we had to ask shakir to pakat wif her...
ayul did look surprised when he saw us at ecp...
thanks to ayul's fren who made it possible till ayul didnt suspect aniting...
but it wasn't a surprised for mamal though...sorie eh mamal...
but the 2nd surpise was both the twins kene sabo...
free swensen cake facial and the water(which was my idea) hahahaha....
nk tgk gbr drg kene sabo gi ayul nye blog k...
it was fun...not forgetting that khai save us from hunger when she brought her pasta and cheesebread..yum yum....
it was a pity that most of our classmates can't make it...
maybe next time we plan our class picnic k before we graduate...
aniwae that was the highlight if the week...
this week seems boring....haizzzz....
i'm outs!!

2008-12-10T13:32:00.002+08:00

I have just been bullied by ayul and shakir...
Just entered the class and they already bullied me...
dah jad mat rep katekan...
hahaha...
kan abg2 body...hehehe...
the war has just began ayul...
hahahaha....

aniwae went to play pool in school wif the usual silat boys and hafiz,aidil etc..
was joined later by ad twist...
me, ad,hafiz and fifi opened another table and start our mini competition...
Ad pro sei...die mau jadi itu black widow...
btw Black widow tu famous pool athlete kays...
hopefully get to play pool again wif the classmates coz we graduating soon kan...
at least ade jugak memories..

in class now..
surrounded by the mat reps..haf to watch my back...
Kecik ngah recruit org nie nk join our side....
hahahaha....

bace lah tagboard lau nak tau ape jadi....

2008-12-09T20:38:00.002+08:00

What do you do if u miss someone so much that you sit in the dark trying your very best not to cry??

What do you do if after years of relationship you still couldn't trust him just becoz he betrayed you once?

Why do you love him when time and time again he hurts you without him realising it?

Keep asking myself this questions as i re-read my diary..

I didn't realised how much i have been through a lot this year..i'm surprised how i managed to solve all the problems between us and forgave all your mistakes...

Yes all relationships wll face problems and obstacles...

My problem is just not trusting u though u've been trying to gain it back..

then i asked again..are u worth it?

maybe...

But after all the nonsense and hurt u put me through...

I thank u coz its an experience for me and it made me stronger..

2008 is ending soon...

let's put all the past behind us and march forward...

I just need u to be with me and go through the ups and downs of life...

U MAKE ME LAUGH
U MAKE ME CRY
IMPORTANTLY, U MAKE ME FEEL LOVED....

new chapters will soon begin....

2008-12-08T16:34:00.002+08:00

I cant remember when was the last time i actually went on a date and watch movie wif boyfie..
It feels so long..both of us are busy werking and skewling...
though holidays is just around the corner, boyfie already told me before hand he'll be busy werking dis december...havent been meeting him lately...

Havent been going out wif my gurlfrens too...
They seem so busy...so i guess i just have to wait for the ryte time to ask them out...

All my nice clothes are rotting in my wardrobe(literally)..hahaha...
beli baju bnyk2 in the end tak pakai...
my life is so boring...

Aniwae mother asked me where i'll be going this end of the year..
she said she dun want me to stay at hme...

Mother: Countdown nie kau gi mane? tak kuar ngan kawan2 kau
Me: Lum tau...Tengok dulu..mayb countdown kat umah
Mother: aku taknk kau duduk umah..pegilah kuar ngan kwn2 kau
Me: anwar keje.,kwn yang lain maybe ade plan sendiri
Mother: Kau ikut mak ah kuar jalan2 gi Orchard..
Me:orchard? Takpelah..Tak kuase nk kuar nant bnyk org...

Mother look at me and turn away...i guess she give up..hehehehe...

Maybe staying at hme is the better option..
nak gi clubbing..not an option nant ade org marah..
nak lepak..hmmm cam takde tempat nk lepak...
nk keje malas...mcm mane...
fickleminded ah...

Aniwae ade possibility i haf to take care of my younger siblings...
Dad going Batam for the New year..
Celebrating wif stepmum there...

what a life...

2008-12-07T15:46:00.004+08:00

We have no idea wat the teacher is teaching about so we decided to take pictures..hehehe

Grasio performance...

An and kecik wif oakley sunglass...

Me and khai...senyum kepenatan...hehehe...

Saying goodbye to our classmates as their disappear out of our sight..hahaha

after along walk to Changi jetty...Sempat pulak kite amek gambar..hehehe ...me and kecik "miang pose"

Khai and kecik and their best take at "supermodel pose"

6 styles martial arts championship at toa payoh indoor sports hall...

2008-12-06T15:47:00.002+08:00

My group did a fundraising event on 12 nov for our dodgeball event..
Since we Chef Khairah in our group, we decided to sell cookies..
Chef Ad make her honey star cookies...
I make nothig coz if i do, i'm not sure if its edible..hahahaha...
was supposed to meet early in the morning..
as usual some of us were late....Start selling the brownies at 10 plus while waiting for Chef Ad to come..
almost sold half of Khai's brownies den she reach...
But at the end of the day Chef Ad did sell most of the brownies and honeystar..
Thanks to all her friends...advantages of having lots of friends...hehehe
We were supposed to have mascots for our fundraisinf but due to unforseen cicrcumstances, we had to cancel the mascots..
I should say the fundraising was a success..
We manage to get more than what we aimed for...
To celebrate our sucess, Khai brought grilled whole chicken for us..
we sat down at study area level 1 and attack the chicken...
poor chicken..hehehe...
we were too hungry to even think what others will think of us...
imagine 8 orang share 1 ayam...
kecoh2....
hahahaha....
but it was fun...it was a group thing u noe...
duduk satu group makan ayam...hahahaha....

after all that we got a bad news..
the school will not sponsor us with any amount of money for the event which they are supposed to..
dat means that we have to use our own money and do another fundraising event...
Will do it first week of school in January..hopefully it will be another sucess...
Do support us for our next event ya....
will update soon when it will be held...

Let's talk about yest...
was supposed to go for ubin camp but due to some problems,me,kecik and khai decided to back out...
But we accompanied the rest to Changi jetty...
hiked from school to changi and took quite a long root there...
finished the whole hike in 2hrs plus...
it was ok...definitely easier than climbing Gunung Panti during myKota Tinggi camp....
plus it was fun going wif the crazy bunch of classmates...
after the hike, me,kecik and khai went to Tamp Pizzahut for late lunch...
otw there was horrible...
Kecik was listening to her Mp3 and singing her heart out in the bus..
everyone was looking...
i was embarrased but dat coming from kecik was nothing...
quite used to it...it was fun though...hahaha
At pizzahut she continued her craziness...
me and khai had to begged her to stop...
She was playing wif the spoon lah...apelah...
mcm2 je...
we almost hide under the table sei...
hehehehe....
took some grat pic at the jetty..will update soon...aniwae, i'm outs!!

2008-12-02T22:00:00.003+08:00

I just came back from Farrer Park

Went for a soccer game just now..

Just joined a new team..its not a club or something..juz casual soccer..

aniwae just now was my first time going down to train wif them but ended having a friendly match wif Siglap Sec..

The match was ok except that the gurls from Siglap was pissing me off...

They played dirty, got no sportsmanship and they talk and curse a lot then actually play soccer...

Tried to contain my anger and frustration and behave maturely..

but at 1 point of time i couldn't take it and just elbow this gurl coz i dunno whether she can tell apart a ball from my leg...

You can just kick people's leg on purpose ape...

Lau ade ref tad cnfm dah kene nye..

I dun realli care lah dorang nk maen mcm ape pun but the coach just buat bodoh and didn't even scold the gurls wen they dun follow the rules of the game...

Please lah...

Whatever sports u play pun please observe and obey the rules...

most of the team is made up of minah2..so imagine the cursing on the field as the game is played...

Played against Siglap sec before and i dun look forward to play against them in future unless the learn how to play fair and sportsmanship...

We win some of the match and lose some of it but i dun care how perform coz it's not a competition or wat...

just a friendly...

But playing wif them is good to coz it gives some of my team mates exposure..

Tmr there's game at Ite Simei at 2 pm against Australian gurls i think..

do come down and support ya..

2008-11-29T21:23:00.002+08:00

We have nothing better to do just now at werk so we decided to take a video and upload it on my blog...hahahaha....haf fun watching it...

i know i havent been blogging lately...i'm quite busy and in a relationship dilema ryte now...

hahahaha...

changed back to the old skin coz i haf problem wif the new skins..

old is better...

plus someone preferred the old skin.....

i'm outs!!! love y'all

hahaha

New BlogskinS!!!

2008-11-17T23:16:00.003+08:00

Just wanted to update my blog and do something freshhhh...

New blogskins....

Under construction...Its not done yet...

please tag me your blog address coz i kind of lose some of ur adressses..

this genius 4got to save..

hahaha

2008-11-11T20:57:00.002+08:00

Jangan Bimbang Sayang

Dimana Ku Berada

Dengan Siapa Ku Bersama

Jangan Bimbang Ku Tetap Kau Yang Punya

2008-11-02T22:20:00.002+08:00

I have a new addiction..

and no it's not DRUG,SEX or GAMBLING..

i'm currently addicted to massage...javanese massage to be precise...

went for a massage last week coz dere's some problem wif my stomach..

and went for another session just now again..

hehehe...

it's expensive but a healthy habit...

u haf to do it once in a while u noe..

especially if u are too active and very very tired...

i take it as a short holidae...

a present for myself...

after all the werking, skooling and sports activities, it's a nice way to destress and gif ur body a break...

but then again, for 1 hr session it cost $40...

do it once in 2 mths and u'll feel the difference...

hehehe....

October has ended...

Nov is here...

time flies fast wen u least expected it...

soon it will b 2009...

i havent accomplish aniting yet dis year...

getting 4th in madrasah isn't exactly an accomplishment...

2.7 for my gpa was worst...

i dun feel satisfied wif my life...

i wanna do more..gain more experience...

wanna haf fun....

i'm saving up to treat mom to a massage session soon...

i think she deserve it..

she's been werking a lot lately and even during off dae oso she haf to werk...

she's like a breathing robot..

wen she cme home, she will start complaining abt how tired she is and ask me to massage her...

aku jugak kene urut...sayang mak punye pasal...

hahahaha....

Tons of skewl werk to be done....

i'm outs!!

2008-10-22T15:56:00.007+08:00

2008-10-22T01:16:00.003+08:00

Expect a long post ppl coz i got a lot of things to share..
hehehe...
19 Oct was my bdae...
and tis year's is the best by far..

Went out wof boifren to sentosa...
Took a cable car from Harbourfront Tower 2 to Sentosa station.
The last time i took a cable car ride was wif my parents b4 they separated..
so it's kind of sentimental for me..
but tis time round i took it wif boifren...
i was super xcited...mcm jakun pun ade..hahahaha..
took a lot of pics..
it was a wonderful ride and it brings special n pleasent memories for both of us..
After that took a skyride to siloso beach..
Lurve the skyride..
wonderful feeling having ur feet hangiing on the air...
hehehe...
Went for a walk at siloso beach and it starts to rain..
we decided to head back to vivo..
window shop for a while..
went to NEWURBANMALE..
Boifren bought me a portugal party tank for my present..
Like it so much!
Then went to SECRET RECIPE for lunch..
Then headed home..
The dae goes on ...and it's confidential....
HAHAHA
Don't think negatively u cheeky monkeys!!
That's abt it.. I had fun...
Aniwae thanks to those who wishes me on my bdae!!
appreciate it!!

2008-10-21T23:28:00.015+08:00

Outing wif my Ite classmates!!

Mcafe outings!

Raya 2008 !!

cheeky smile from lil sis!!

Apparently e baby prefers my bro to me..hmph!! Me and MOm..lazing around.. This cute boi was wearing red baju kurung and i was wearing white..we look like indonesian flag..hehehe..

These are some of pics that i manage to upload..will upload more wen i haf time..

Adios!!

2008-09-26T16:06:00.003+08:00

I got a new cat...

she's black n white...

so cute..

juz a few weeks old..

hehehe..

at last i found a suitable companion...

haven't name it yet...

nid to find a suitable name for it..

any suggestions? tag it at shout out...

hahaha...

my cousin found it near a dustbin and it almost was ran down by a car...

so pitiful..

juz finish bathing it..

hehehehe...

aniwae...

bought MAC make up yest...

juz had to splurge..

hahaha...

still nid to buy the compact powder..

i tink i spend a lot dis month...

bought a lot of clothes and acessories and yet i dunno watever for..

went out mif my cuzzin aisyah on wed...

she treat me to RAMEN TEN..

hehehe...jaln...

shopping again...

Yesterday, Mother asked me to follow her buy some kuih..

she asked me to choose coz she say i'm very picky..

i had to try a lot of kuih bt ended up buy onli 4 bottles and 2 kerepek2..

seriously, most of the kuih-kuih at Geylang is not that nice lah..

i couldn't even bake a kuih w/o the whole house filled wif smoke..

how i wish i can just bake sumting..

hehehe....

i cldn't wait to wear the Hari raya baju...

My whole family wears silver dis year....

But too bad dis year got to celebrate w/o my late grandfather...

I miz him so much...

Every year, every morning, i had to argue wif him and force him to wear the baju kurung...

i feel that i can cry ryte now...

haizzz.....

i have got to go..

i'm outs!!!

2008-09-22T22:07:00.004+08:00

Happy cappucino...

My creation..hahaha...

was bored the other time at werk..

created some stupid art stuff on latte and cappucino...

this is my masterpiece so far..

Like it???

Aniwae..

bought my hari raya baju..

which cost a whooping $120...

collect the baju just now wif Anwar..

had to send it for alteration...

He bought his hari raya baju also..

manage to psycho him into buying baju kurung telok blangah..

which looks super duper good on him...

bt he keeps complaining that it don't look good on him..

in the end he bought the grey one...

and it only cost $50...

He keeps complaining that my kain for the baju kurung is as the same as his kain samping..

ok pe...

pakai sepasang..

hahahaha...

woderful aunt gave me a black baju kurung from her boutique..

normally, i'm very picky abt baju kurung..

bt juz one look and i love that baju..

Mother is so jealous and says that i should share it wif her..

hahaha....

Watch congkak on vcd jus now wif Anwar..

It's not that scary..

was ok...

was expecting more..

but luckily it turn out just like that..

or else i'll b having nitemares..

hahaha..

Hang nie ada sikit penakut....

Sape2 yang belum tgk..pegilah tgk k..

2008-09-16T13:59:00.002+08:00

First and foremost got to talk abt fri outing wif my mcafe peeps...
was supposed to mit at 530 bt ended up mit at 6 plus...
janji melayu..ish..ish..ish..
went to break fast at Arnold's...
24 ppl turn up...
so u cn imagine how the atmosphere is like..
hahaha..kecoh..
saw finah,amirah and nad there...
after that went to geylang...
as usual geylang is packed wif mat and minah2...
dat's y i hate it there...
everywher u go and everywhere u look, u see them..
in red or neon coloured jeans..stupid shirts...stupid behaviour...
Juz wat are they tinking!!
after that headed hme ard 11 plus..

2nd thing..
on Sun..
went to break fast wif boyfie and his classmates..
went to eat at Zam Zam..
my fav food joint....
love going out wif them..hahaha...
after that dunno where to go..
walk ard Arab st....den headed to Bugis..
decided to catch a movie..
MAMMA MIA
have noe idea wat it was and wats the story line...
but the movie was okie..more like a musical...
boyfie hates it..
in the end got stuck wif Dancing Queen and Mamma MIa..
but the locations of the movie was superb..
its somewher in Greece..
NICE!!!

soccer trg at Ite Tamp tmr...
dunno want to go or nt..
Its for POLiTE..
haizzz....

Aniwae, exam was ok..manage to do it...
most of the questions look familiar...
hehehe....

Wat shld i talk abt...????
aaahhh..

i havent buy my Hari Raya baju...
coz at geylang they keep selling the same ting every year..
the same baju kebaya jawa wif lots of manik2...
i will never ever want to wear that...
juz wanted to find one simple baju kurung and its like so difficult...

i have got to go..

ADIOS AMIGOS

2008-08-28T22:59:00.005+08:00

My current obsession..
WALL E!!!
havent watch the movie but i'm definitely watching as soon as i got free time...

watched KALLANG ROAR oreadi though...
a disappointment i should say...
though inspiring, the re-enactment of certain scenes look super duper fake..
such a waste of money actualli...

Meeting the besties(sya,sha,raudhah and fid) tmr for the teacher's dae celebration..
Not looking forward to go back..
decided to go back for the sake of meeting the gurls...

Goig lepak2 after that at COFFEEBEAN TAMP..
Confirm lots of cam whoring and gossips..
can't wait for that..

Fid is right now having wardrobe crisis...
searchin for clothes to wear tmr..
hopefully she dun take e whole nite figuring what to wear tmr...

aniwae i'm outs!!

2008-08-28T16:06:00.004+08:00

Mcafe and Mcdonald dudes of Parkway

Awang..Our pet cat at Mcafe Parkway...

Done by Crystal
MeMaryHanniRock
Crystal and me

2008-08-28T15:33:00.004+08:00

Angry baby...

The shoe that he bought for me...Adidas Adria

Me and Cuzzies...

Beautiful Ryte!!

Juz some of the pic dat i gt time to upload....

2008-08-19T21:35:00.002+08:00

Todae was yet another dae...
Went to skewl for SAM test...
Took a cab from BEDOK coz i tot i was late..
Upon reaching skewl satu batang hidung pun tak npk...
waste duit je..

Test was like SHIT..
all open ended question..
didn't get to study much as i had to werk and run the shift alone again yesterdae...
But i manage to answer a few questions..

Inter-ite track and field is on-going till thurs..
Lots of people..

Class photo is to be taken tommorow..
haf to wear trackpants...

Had to miz watching Floorball on Mon cause i'm sick...

Mis chong a.k.a lecturer was disappointed wif our class attendance and had a good talk wif us just now...

OUTDOOR presentation is on thurs...
my part is yet to be done..

Met Cuzzie and Aina after skewl and wen to eat and chill out at COFFEEBEAN SING POST

After that mit boyfie and he kept me company for a while..
He's werking tonite till 6 am tmr...
Yet another reason to be worried..
He didn't look too good and i noe he's super duper tired and yet tried to hide it from me...

basically that's it..
my boring life...

2008-08-17T20:28:00.002+08:00

Went to Kak Farah's wedding todae...
semuanye sudah selamat dan kak farah pun telah selamat diijabkabulkan..
CONGRATS TO THEM...

Went there wih cuzzie Ezah..
Was surprised to see Hadi(kadir) there...
He was helping Fadly wif the deejaying...

My family happens to noe Fadly's dad bck during the kampong daes...

The wedding was fun and ok..
But the food was better..
Cook by grandma and cik yati wif the help of several family members..

Kept tinking about Arwah Atok..
He'll be happy todae if he gets to see tis...

Made a chocolate hamper for kak farah..
She says she likes it...

Hehehehe...

todae is my bro's bdae and todae happens to be INDONESIA'S NATIONAL DAY!!
havent bought his present...no time lah...dun blame me...

Plan to buy him short sleeve blouse from PULL n BEAR...

Aniwae..

Last Thurs was a blast..

COLLEGE WEST TEAM 1- 1ST
COLLEGE EAST TEAM 1- 2ND
COLLEGE EAT TEAM 3- 3RD

That's the result for the Inter-Ite...

after the comp rush home to change and head to SINGAPORE FLYER to celebrate boyfie's bdae..
Masyar(boyfie's manager) blanje makan POPPEYE...
After that went to VIVO to chill out...

Fri was our anniversary...
Went to Marina to window shop..
As usual after Marina we always head to Raffle city to check out the ADIDAS ORIGINAL shop...
Saw this particular shoe and wif one look it captivates me..
hahaha...
boyfie says its super duper nice and that i should buy it...
it costs a bomb...
decided to juz try it and plan to buy on wed wen i get my pay...
den boyfie said he buy for me and it's an anniversary present for me...
daMn rite im shocked...

Aniwae i'm grateful for the present and i love the shoe so much..

hehehe....

i'm outs!!

2008-08-13T21:03:00.002+08:00

I'm suffering from strain groin muscle all thanks to rounders..

Played rounders for sw todae wif classmates...

Todae was the first sw lesson i went since skewl opened..

hehehe...

The attendance was far from good and i can tell that the teacher was kind of pissed of wif it..

A lot didnt turn up but we haf enuff to play a game of rounders...

Went for a 2 round jog even before we stretched...

The game was fun..

Playing wif my wonderful classmates..

Had a great laugh at their stupid joke..

Ihad to play rounders bare footed coz i wore my Puma shoe instead of my usual Nike..

Had blisters on my leg and i couldn't run with the shoes on...

Blisters sux like hell...

I sucked at catching the small tennis ball coz i cldn't see where it was going..

hehehehe...

Did i mention that for CDP class only 6 ppl turn up..

I was shocked upon reaching the class 30 min late and see that only a few ppl are in the class..

And surprising enuff, the teacher is cool abt it..

hahaha...

Guess he gave up...

Tommorow seems to be an important dae...

Anwar's birtdae is tommorrow and so is the inter-ite semi final and final...

We haf to go to Finals...

We beat Central and lose to West strong team..

We need to beat West 2nd team tommorow..

I'm a lil bit nervous actualli...

Wish me luck!!

Do drop and support by if anyone is free...

The game is at 8 onwards...

Adios!!!

2008-08-11T15:43:00.002+08:00

10 things i hate the most :

1) fighting with Anwar

2) not being able to do things that i want

3) flowers

4) mum's nagging

5) durians

6) exams

7) ppl calling me anorexic or skinny ( its coz i'm not)

8) ppl with attitude ( esp if the are very hot tempered... feel like slapping their faces)

9) darkness

10) my laziness

5 things i'm most passionate abt:

1) being in a relationship wif Anwar

2) soccer

3) sports management

4) staying healthy

5) my work at MCafe

5 years fm now where will i b:

1) still studying

2) still working part-time

3) still playing soccer

4) still in a relationship wif him

INSYALLAH

Things dat i haf always wanted to do:

1) holiday

2) kayaking

3) take up a swimming course

4) hiking

5) rock climbing

2008-08-07T15:30:00.003+08:00

skipped school todae...

i'm super duper tired...

my whole body is aching thanks to training yest...

nid to ask mom to massage my leg..

it hurts like hell...

strain my hamstrings...again...

dis time its my left hamstrings...

gt game tmr against the ite simei lecturers..its like an exhibition game cum national day celebration..

aft dat trg again...

our inter-ite is next tue..

damn nervous abt it...

i noe we can do well dis yr..

all the presentations done...

test is done oso...

thank god!!

i just asked my lil sis to massage my shoulder..

guess wat she says...

she massage my shoulder onli if i braid her hair...

cekik darah punye budak....

nk melawa je...

tkleh harap...

national day is round the corner...

Happy National Day everyone!!

aniwae i'm outs!!

blog again soon....

2008-07-29T17:14:00.002+08:00

I am currently slacking my ass off at hme ryte now...

need to start on odr project soon but i feel like sleeping ryte now..

hahahaha...

meeting boyfie in a little while..

can't wait...

though we meet quite often but nowadays we onli meet for a while onli...

my mind is interrupted by the smile of DURIAN!!!

YUCKS!!!

apparently, my uncle juz came home and bought durians...

i dun like the smell...

feel like vomitting man...

wth...

aniwae...

uploaded few pics coz i got noting better to do...

can't wait for tmr...

soccer trg in the afternoon...

fifi said that we might haf to share the field wif the soccer guys..

wth...

make sure we get at least half the field...

comp is just round the corner..

so is Sports admin test...outdoor presentation and sam presentation...

i'm like nervous...

i've done my part bt dere's a lot more to do..

i tink i better tke a nap..

i'm too tired..

i'm Outs!!

2008-07-29T16:18:00.006+08:00

2008-07-23T21:41:00.002+08:00

im back...

recent changes to my life...

well i juz highlighted my hair blonde...

u guys must b wondering hw it looks like ryte....

well, it look cool...hahaha...at least to me....

planning to dye my hair again... bt definitely smeone wnt like it...

aniwae my mum is the one who insisted dat i highlight my hair...

she says my hair look very dull...( can't believe she said dat to me)

hah!!

school is like a pain in the ass nowadays...

tons of project...

sports admin is yet to b done..n den there's outdoor camp proposal...

last but not least cdp assignment...

like shit i tell u!!!

rambut dah gugur nie...stress sngt ah..

aniwae went for my prac 2 aft 5 long mths...

fail...definitely..i dun remember a single thing...

bt just now was ok... im not the worst...

will pass soon...

come on wana!!! Dun give up bitch!!!

hahaha!!!

dunno y i keep swearing the whole dae...

hahaha!!!

big news!!! Taufiq batisah came down to ite simei just now..

for a performance..

can't b bothered to watch though coz i noe cnfm a lot of ppl...

they say it was good...

soccer comp cming soon....

inter ite dat is...

do cme down n watch ya peeps...

i gtg...

im outs!!!

2008-07-04T13:56:00.002+08:00

Hey YaW!!!!

Wana is in the house!!!!

Hahahhaa....

Wanna Talk abt soccer session on wed first ya...

first i tot not a lot of ppl are going to turn up..

turn out i was wrong..hahax..

there were like 20 ppl who cme down..

thanks to ya all...

had fun...

Juz wanna apologize if some of u didn't play much....

it was mistake on my part..

secondly, got to noe dat there's class chalet on 2,3,4 july..

thanks ya to who organizes dis ting..

i dunno aniting till wed and it's inconvenient for me to cme down lat min...

they say the organizers send email...but not everyone checks their email wat...

should msg or wat..

aniwae i dun mind lah...

nxt time maybe..

thirdly...

was walking at the void deck juz now and saw this uncle asking a cat to shoo a group of bird away....

i find it so stupid and funny...

so i stop and sit there to watch the comedy...

no matter wat the uncle say to this cat, the cat just stay there and did noting but stare at him...

let's tink abt it...

the cat dun undastand wat he was saying...

cats don't shoo birds away...

cats are not like dogs..dey are not into running and getting rid of birds...

duh!!!!

y must he ask the cat wen he can do it on his own???

weeeiiirrrddd!!!!

school starting soon...

can't wait to mit everyone!!!

c u all on mon!!!!

2008-07-01T18:35:00.002+08:00

Juz finish werk and im still at cafe..

Dunno where to go to and am not feeling like going home..

playing soccer at ecp futsal pitch tmr..

can't wait..hehehe...

went to watch WANTED wif ezah,nazri and boyfie yesterdae..

the movie is brilliant and action packed...

expect the unexpected..

i mean how the hell do u curve the bullet by juz trusting ur instinct??

somehow i dun believe dat shit..

it takes at least a few practice to make it rite..

aniwae it's a movie..so yeah...

tot that yesterdae is going to be a fun outing but boyfie dun look to please wif the outing..

maybe bcoz he's tired..

but wat the hell..everyone is tired..

im realli not in the mood to mit him this past few daes coz everytime he shows up with his tired face i juz felt very angry...

am looking forward to sat puting wif,fid,hadi,fina.amirah etc...

we r going MAKESHA...

guess wat it is???

MAkan-karaoKE-shiSHA...( DO I GET THE SHISHA SPELLING RITE???)

tis words came up thanks to FID THE GENIUS...

batt running low and dis genius(me) didn't bring the laptop charger...

so i'm out!!!

will post again abt my crappy life soon!!!!

adious!!

2008-06-13T10:29:00.002+08:00

Holiday is here again!!!

Going KL next week with my soccer peeps

630 am at skewl..

Gosh!!! Dunnoe if i can ever wake up..

Presentation is done so is report..

I'm relieved.. Not stress anymore..

Anyway, heard that we will be playing against Malaysia women's national team...

I dunnoe how we are going to perform without some important players...

Juz hope that everyone performs well on that day...

Will be away for 4 days and camp is the following week...

Juz tot that i could stay at home and relax..

now my days are packed..

dammit...

was on the bus to skewl yesterday wen i saw one of my pri sch fren..

gosh she changed a lot..

at least she looks mature now and definitely she looks more like a 19 year old unlike me..

how i envy...

I use to be the one trying to look my best wen i go to skool but now i look the worse among my frens...

wen we go out i juz felt that if i put in a bit more effort in dressing up, i will be more confident than wat i am now.

i guess that i juz don't have time for all that...

my mum nags everytime i go out caz i didn't put on a single makeup..

Mum:" kau tu pompuan, pakailah skirt ke ape, sluar jeans aje.. make up pun tk pakai..tak gune belikn kau make up sume..."

she has a point there though...

hmmmm......

gt to go...

adios amigos....

will b back on thurs

2008-06-07T21:35:00.002+08:00

Will be going to KL for sports trip nxt week...

can't wait!!

hahaha..

this wil be the first trip wif the skewl 4 me...

am looking forward to the game and of coz the shopping...

hehehe....

aniwae, nid to buy new boot...

my current boot mcm nak pecah je..

hahahaha...

can't wait to go bck to skewl...

miz the classmates so much..

been werking a lot lately...

at cafe...

falling sick...

aniwae, hubby got 2 job nw..

at mcdonald and pizzahut delivery..

seriously i dunnoe y he nids to haf 2 job..

and i kind of dun like him werking at pizzahut delivery coz i think its not safe..

bt cldn't bring myself to tell him..

hehehe...

presentation is far from done..

im stress!!!

2008-05-19T18:35:00.002+08:00

Life sometimes juz isn't unfair....

wen i'm working, i'm wishing for a dae off...

and wen i get e dae off, i dunno wat to do..

pathetic isn't it..

wat the hell...

few more weeks to end of attachment..

i juz can't wait..

btw, did i mention i juz bought a new laptop??

hahaha...

at last...my dream came true..

i juz realize it's been a month since i last wore mak up..

wanna noe y??

coz i din't go out..

i've been bz wif attachment(we all r) and mcafe dat i don't haf time to dress up..

i've been going out wif my gym attire..

believe it or not...

i get tired wearing trackpants,sportsbra and top..

and i mizz all my frens..

this is life...

2008-05-08T16:26:00.002+08:00

Im at werk now...

i'm bored...

i'm not supposed to blog but im bored..

plus no one is looking..hahaha...

it rain juz now but juz for a short while..

wat the hell...

it's hot now...

i got a question 4 u ppl..

is it ok or normal for a guy who already haf a gurlfren to be msging his ex or someone he has feelings for before..???

my fren ask me this quest..

and i say its ok wat..

and she gave me this ' are u kidding me' look...

i mean, it's normal ryte...

give me ur opinions k peeps..

sila lah tulis kat shout out k...

yesterdae went out at ard 8pm..

headed to...

MUSTAFA CENTRE

after dat at ard 1130 went to orchard and everyting is closed..

dun even noe y we go there..

hahaha....

finish werk later at 830...

i got 4hrs more of boredom..

arrggghhh!!!

i'm outs!

boss gue dah dtg...

2008-04-22T14:22:00.002+08:00

Life as an attachment student is great and boring at times...

great coz sumtimes u get to learn new tings, learn new stuff and mit new ppl...

boring coz u haf to wake up early and u cnt skip werk..

but overall..it's an experience..

been excercising a lot lately...it's part of the job..

i haf to at least excercise at the gym at least 2 times per week..

dat's wat the boss requires me to do..

the boss,Bob Armstrong, is a great guy..

he's flexible wif things..he's fun but he's still the boss...

i heard some people haf a hard time wif their attachment...

Guys juz hang in there kays...

a few more weeks to go..

went for soccer trg yesterdae...

my body is aching like hell..

havent been playing soccer for a long time..

a lot of new gurls joining..Gud for them..

the more the merrier..

hope can meet all the classmates soon...

miss u guys!!!

2008-04-06T18:11:00.002+08:00

this week was hell...

it's been an emotional roller coaster for me....

went to sentosa wif fid,saliza,sinah,shera,raudhah and the guys on the 1st apr..

had lots of fun..been a long time since i saw them...

brought lots of food along...

the ferst ting we do upon reaching siloso beach is to eat as soon as we lay the mat...

kite dah mcm hungry ghost...hehehehe...

on 2nd apr went to MOS wif my colleagues...

had lots of fun..

went to st james at ferst but the queue was super long...

went at abt 12 and reach hme ard 5am...

it's damn tiring but it was ok...

clubbin is noting i expected it to be...

on 3rd apr, had this super big fight wif boyfie..

don't ask wat it's abt but it almost ended in a break up...

but it didn't..thank god...

he made these remarks dat hurts me like hell dat i juz felt like ending the relationship..

but i manage to sit back and think it through and realize dat some of his words are true..

we both made mistakes..we realize it..we apologize and carry on.....

aniwae..got the result for ferst year..

my gpa drop by 0.1..haha...

got 2.6...

dere goes e 3 point...

definitely i' not satisfied wif the results but there's room and time for improvement..

1 more week to school reopens...

for the PA class,we'll be going for attachments..

good luck to my classmates...

received the attachment letter and im shocked...

i'm paid 500 bucks a mth...

that's a lot to me..hehehe...

am looking forward to joining CURVES...

will post the pics i took soon...

lazy to post at the moment...

i'm outs!!!

2008-03-27T16:11:00.002+08:00

just fully recovered from flu..

been sick for 2 weeks...

terrible flu....hate it!!

holidae is damn boring!!!

didnt go out as much as i want to...

thanks to the weather and being sick for 2 weeks...

i juz wish skewl starts soon..

i miz all my frens..

i miz soccer...

speaking of soccer....

singapore won!!!!!!

yahoo!!!! unexpected victory...

i expected a lose or draw at least..

singapore put a lot of fight..

i'm impressed wif lionel lewis's ability...

he's one hot goalkeeper i say...

am disappointed wif the way some of our players tries to gain possession the ball....

fazrul got a yellow one...im sure that's not necessary....

aniwae they did a great job...

looking forward to the next match.....

2008-02-26T12:57:00.001+08:00

2008-02-26T12:29:00.002+08:00

i'm suffering from sore throat....

it's hell....

i means i'm going to fall sick...

aniwae wore this black knee length skirt wif polo shirt to skewl...

fifi says i blend in wif the rest of the ppl...

the ting is wen we are wearing our sports management uni, it stands out from the rest..

it feels diff tho wearing the normal uniform...

aniwae, my aim todae is to behave like a mina rep and see what kind of reaction i get from ppl...

hehehe...

social experiments...

so far..

i get a gud laugh from fifi on my attempts to behave like a mina...

hehehehe....

joined adidas challenge under women's open...

my team name is teen titans!!!

cute kan...

the qualifying game is on 8 march...

do come down...

at tampines futsal pitch....

wish us luck...

2008-02-17T20:56:00.003+08:00

15 feb juz passed...

it's been 3 years together wif him...

went picnic wif boyfie on fri...

bought some foods..

boyfie brought along speakers and dvd players..

listen to music, watch resident evil, talk, joke ard...

hehehe...

wat a romantic way to celebrate our anniversary...

hehehehe....

had lots of fun..

boyfie bought me evo helmet for anniversary present..

he kept saying dat he wanted to buy me another present coz he says its not appropriate to give helmet for anniversary present...

hehehehe....

i dun mind him giving me dat..

it's not wat i expect actually nor is it a romantic gift..

but its a gift rite...

aniwae i like the helmet..it's the helmet i always wanted to buy...

spending time on our anniversary is the best gift he can give me...

i dun want aniting else.... :)

i dunno y but boyfie is all mushy dat dae...

conversation between boyfie and me...
me: "so , do u enjoy the dae???"
boyfie:"of coz. spending the dae wif my baby" *smiling*
me:"ouh okay.had fun too.the best dae so far."
boyfie:"i'm glad u are happy."

i am happy...everyting we go through all the ups and downs...

it's all worth it...

2008-02-12T15:23:00.000+08:00

done my fof practical...

not completely done though...

hehehe..

pass prac 1...

next is prac 2...

hehehe....

took prac1 5 times..

at last pass jgk..

instructor tu kesian kan ah...

hehehehe....

got a surprise early in the morning...

won't tell wat the surprise is...

it's not pleasant pn..

i still can't get over wif the death of our beloved AH MENG...

got the news from kecik 2 daes late...

it's amazing how AH MENG touched the heart of humans in singapore...

kecik say lots of people cry during the wake...

should ask boyfie to celebrate our anniversary on 15 feb at the zoo...

can visit AH MENG family...

heheheheh...

so romantic...

hahahahaha.....

nk join....???

been eating pasta dis few daes....

carbo loading for i dun noe wat purpose...

dear mummy cook a malay dish yesterdae...

kari ayam..and sambal belacan and ikan kering goreng...

wow!!!

i love it...
mummy is so kind....

hehehe....

am eating pasta again later..

hehehehe....

kakak khairah dah bsing nie...

gtg..

2008-02-11T09:16:00.000+08:00

thought fof class was at 9...

didn't even bother to check the timetables...

fof practical todae...

planning to do it by today...

so i dun nid to cme for fof lesson on other daes...

last wed went to play pool wif my classmates...

hehehe...

it's fun...

dgn hafiz nye perangai..hehehe...

didn't join them for bowling session though....

miz the fun...

went to ecp on thur wif mum and sis...

it was hell....

damn packed lorrr...

we got no choice but to sit under the sun wif no shades...

i'm dark now...not tan...dark....

was building sandcastles wif my younger sis(trying to b a gud sis), then this 2 caucasian lady
approach and said " hey, i love ur sis skin,it's evenly tanned"

of coz i juz smiled...but was filled wif envy....hahahaha....

for heaven's sake my sis is just 6 years old....

maybe wen she grow up,she'll turn out to be more beautiful then me....hehehe...

but den again,tgk lah siape kakak die..

hehehehe....

2008-02-05T15:10:00.000+08:00

no skewl tmr!!

yipeeee!!!!!

me,kecik,fifi and khai are planning to play pool at marina...

i'm in etp class..it's been a while since i went to etp class..hehehe...

aniwae as usual,there's less than 1o ppl in class...

khai is still eating her potato chips..

ok i admit..i'm eating the potato chips too..

cnt help it..i juz nid to eat sumting in order for my brain to werk...

have been getting gastric lately....

dunno y...

mum ask me go doctor but dun want lah...

nant kene mkn ubat..

yucks!!!!!!

chinese new year is coming...

to the ppl celebrating the occassion...

HaPPy ChiNeSe NeW yEaR!!!